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Sun, 25 Sep 2005 03:19:47 GMT

Jessica Simpson Concert October 1st. With Sasha. Gonna be great. I love that girl.

We went to a free concert at river oaks today and we met Kaci Brown and her hot backup dancers. And they're like if you come to a concert we'll remember you. And Heather knew them and got a pic of us.

Today was perfect.

And to top it off I am in like.
***** ******** is so perfect.

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:51:17 GMT

school still sucks but at least theres hannah, rachel, and jessica.

i have a homecoming date. not saying who it is because i like to keep secrets lol.

yesterday rocked. me, hannah, and jessica went by rachels and went in the hot tub. we talked a lot and i told them about stacy.

speaking of stacy, the 24th of october will be here sooner then we all think. lets hope that the jury doesnt believe david.

I-Steps are monday. Im going to fail. Theyre so different then I-Sats. Its not multiple choice. Stupid, I know.

Is hate a strong enough word?

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 20:30:23 GMT

I want to move back to Cal City. School was horrible. Im not joking. I hate Hanover. I hate Cedar Lake. I hate Indiana. Yeah I hate Jess and Rachel. But they're nothing compared to the friendships I had that are now fading because of this forced move into nowhere. Im in geometry and Im not smart enough to be in it. We took a test to see what we learned and it was 58 questions. I was the last one done. And I guessed at about 50 of the questions.

My mom doesnt give a fuck about me not liking Hanover. And I quote her, "You're stuck here for four years stop making it harder then it is."

I don't want anything but to go back.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:41:43 GMT

October is coming so fast. This time it's nothing little like him getting bond. It's him either going away forever or getting off for a horrible crime.

Hanover doesn't really suit me. Alex, Jess, Vicki, Rachel, Amy, Jordan, Beth, Sam and Jess are nice. But none of them are my friends. Maybe after a little while. Jeez I've only known them for like a week and a half. lol. But Jess gave me her number today.

I joined volleyball then quit. Im the manager now.

Im in student council. Yay!

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 19:41:39 GMT

Updating again...

Stuff has been ok.

School in a month. Part of me is so mad cuz of that but part of me is jumping for joy.

I miss camp. And I miss being in 8th grade. Stuff rocked. I miss my sister and my brother in law. And I miss Kristen. And I miss a lot of things.

I dont want to live in Indiana. I dont want to lose my friends. I dont want to go to the trial.

But theres a lot of things out of my control. So to look foward to something...babyshower Sunday.

Long time nooo update. Not like these are used anymore lol.

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 22:32:28 GMT

Everything's absolutely peachy. No not really.

Golf outing in 3 days. Cant wait. Anyone wanna help?

Fri, 13 May 2005 13:53:55 GMT

I find myself updating this stupid old thing...

My life has been eh.

Dave's one year anniversary of his death is in 17 days. Graduation is in 13 days. Today hanging out with my friends. Friday the 13th party! Woot woot.

Um yeah I hate this right now. Me and Steph are closer then ever so that's good. But I'm starting to realize that this is our last few months together. Like at grand band I was sooo sad because I knew that that was my last grand band. Glad it was good.

Tasha

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 18:10:52 GMT

heres whats going on with me lately...

plans cancelled today because im stuck at my moms.

my throat hurts.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 15:33:36 GMT

Babysitting since last night. Its just Jake. Sunday I get to see Jake, ELijah, Riley, Holly, and J.C. Stephs coming over here too. Hopefully shes coming tonight.

Marcus-Just because we didn't all go yesterday doesn't mean we aren't going to go at all. You're coming!

I g2g
Tasha

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:35:18 GMT

its mah birthday!

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:03:03 GMT

What is the best birthday present? I got it today. Thank you Stacy, I love you and I miss you.

GINETTE GOT THE KIDS!

B-day 2marrow

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:57:17 GMT

Cant we all just get along...
For a minute at least?

Its just aggravating me. Im faced with an unfair decision that friends shouldnt make me make.

I knew we were getting along too well..

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:46:44 GMT

Last night I went to a party at the Heinrichs!! Awesome stuff right there.

Grrr! I fucking hate this. I can go to the Duran Duran concert or I can have Steph, Amanda, Jax, Alyce and Heather spend the night for my birthday shindig! So You five...Im gonna try to reschedule the b-day thing for Saturday. Shit though, Jax has church. FUCK!!!!!!!

Okay now Im pissed off I gotta talk to those five tomarrow in school. Well this way Alyce wont miss swimming or anything. And Jax can either leave early or well convince her parents to let her skip.

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 09:26:39 GMT

Guess what...

Its 3 am!!!

Me, Steph, John, and Josh are the only ones up at the party!!!

g2g tasha

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 21:55:31 GMT

this weekend will be fun! :P

More Random Pictures

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 02:17:06 GMT

Alyce!!!!!

Stacey

Jr!!

Amanda and Jax!

Its alright Steph I love giving speeches. It gives me attention lol

I love that picture. I was hawt! lol

Richie!

I wish my hair was still that long.

Dont you dare tell me he didnt love her.

Dont you dare tell me she didnt love him either

His lying and murdering ass doesnt deserve to be on here but she was so pretty here. Ignore the ugly loser.

Mudd!

Kristen! Inst she hott?!

Ray is a princess-pirate-xmas tree-stripper lol!

Random Pictures

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 17:55:03 GMT

Isnt she hott? Thats my Kristen!!!Me and Steph...Xmas 2003!

Jacob years ago!

Elijah he was only like 1 or 2.

Riley!

Stacy being funny. Damn I miss her.

Haha. Good times Steph!

Ray and Jays first prom!

Small pic but its David! Miss ya!

Dave and Vicki!

Stacy a couple of years ago.

Riley!

Elijah

Me and Steph 4th of Jukly...03!

Me and Jenn being crazy! December-04!

Graduation picture I liked the most!

I laugh everytime I see this!

Mija!

Just the four of us!

Jake and Kevin!

Elijah!

Me and Mudd!

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 03:20:18 GMT

Oh and Mandy, thanks so much for the earrings. Theyre awesome!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 03:18:16 GMT

this weekend=fun
tomarrow=dermitologist appointment

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:17:09 GMT

Home sick again...I feel like Im gonna die.
Oh yeah Im editing some of my friends so pray ur not the unlucky ones!!

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 20:23:46 GMT

Isnt my fiance' the hottest?

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 19:02:03 GMT

home sick...

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 18:32:30 GMT

Underline The Ones That Apply

01. I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year [single :(]

02. I still watch cartoons. [sometimes]

03. I've never seen The O.C.

04. I love almost all music. [skip rap]

06. I want a tattoo. [a few actually]

07. I wear glasses

08. But mostly to read the blackboard and drive.

09. I want more piercings. [yes my lip, my cartilidge, 2 more holes in each ear, my bellybutton, and my nose]

10. But I can't ever get any more.

11. I love to watch the rain.

12. I like to walk in the dark at night with someone special and talk.

13. I didnt believe in true love when i was younger.

14. I am a pretty cynical person sometimes. [?]

15. Sometimes I cry for no damn reason.

16. I cry about stupid things.

17. I hate being walked all over and treated like crap.

18. It annoys me when people try to tell me how I am, and what I like.

19. I love music.

20. I am not sure if I believe in God. But i think i believe in a higher power.

21. I often feel alone.

22. I'm a sometimes a loud person.

23. A boy shattered my heart into a million pieces

24. I get depressed sometimes.

25. I hate it when people criticize me for what I like.

26. I crack my knuckles, wrists, ankles, back, etc.

27. I fidgit with anything when I'm nervous.

28. I'm a weird person [what's normal anyways?]

29. I consider myself pretty unique.

30. My eyes are brown.

31. Listening to music usually helps my mood.

32. I am a disappointment to myself.

33. I love sleeping.

34. I'm obsessed with Vanilla.

35. I have a few close friends.

36. Okay, i have like 2 friends.

37. I need to lose weight.

38. I like popcorn.

39. I love watching tv.

40. I like malls.

41. I like cold weather better than hot.

42. I really dig Depeche Mode. [what?]

43. I love Winter.

44. I'm addicted to AIM.

45. I have trouble trusting people.

46. I do not label myself anything besides "me."

47. I love my family...

48. I loathe hot weather.

50. I hate shaving my legs.

51. Sleeping is a hobby of mine.

52. I like to listen to music everyday.

53. I love white tigers.

54. I love dancing.

55. I don't always like the way I look.

57. I'm a daydreamer.

58. I like when my friends write me letters, it makes me feel special. [my friends dont write me letters]

59. I like to be with my boyfriend/girlfriend. [I'm single]

60. I randomly doodle on pieces of paper or myself when boredom strikes.

61. I love all my friends.

62. I'm allergic to milk. [Im partially lacktoastentolarent (sp)]

63. I wish people would stop making me cry.

64. I hate people who try to be what they're not.

65. I went to boarding school for the last 2 years of high school

66. I love all candy, well, most.

67. I get my feelings hurt really easy.

68. I believe inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.

69. I wear pants a lot.

70. I am often bored.

71. I like to say what's on my mind.

72. I hate blue jeans

73. I'm online a lot.

74. I have 2 goldfish

75. I am for the most part happy with myself.

76. I need to work out more.

77. I like being alone at certain times.

78. When I get angry, I swear sometimes.

79. I wish I could spend more time with the ones I love.

80. I hate shallow people.

81. I'm a type 1 (insulin dependent) diabetic

82. I ponder life way too much.

83. Sometimes I think everyone hates me.

84. I wish my brother didn't die. [my brother in law and my sister]

85. I hate it when girls have their thongs sticking really far out of the back of their pants. [sluts]

86. I need to be showed I'm loved.

87. I wish I was better.

88. I hate discrimination.

89. I hate guys who are only out for one thing.

90. I have a cute car.

91. I love glitter [especially putting it in peoples rooms (fun times kristen)]

92. I sometimes wish I was more social.

93. I love my close friends.

94. I love to have fun.

95. I get amused easily.

96. I'm a lazy ass. I really am.

97. I'm usually more outgoing when I'm around friends.

98. I love to be me.

99. I like wearing hoodies.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 04:54:27 GMT

yeah if u wanna read abou my day go to my xanga. if u dont have it too bad.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 02:04:53 GMT

Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely
smiling on the outside,
Hurt beneath my skin
my eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding
I’ll try to make it seem ok but my faith is wearing thin
so help me heal these wounds they've been open for way too long
help me fill this soul even though this is not your fault
but I’m open and I’m bleeding all over your brand new rug
and I need someone to help me sow them up
I only wanted a magazine, I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I’d read and dreamed
and now my mind is an open book and my heart is an open wound
and now my life is open, it's open for all to see
but help me heal these wounds,
They’ve been open for way too long
help me fill this soul even though this is not your fault
that I’m open and I’m bleeding all over your brand new rug
and I need someone to help me
so you come along, I push you away then kick and scream for you to stay
cause I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me
to help me heal these wounds they've been open for way too long
help me fill this soul even though this is not your fault
that I’m open and I’m bleeding all over your brand new rug
and I need someone to help me sow them,
I need someone to help me fill them,
I need someone to help me close them up

So yeah I have lotsa girls as my valentines but I want a guy. No I dont, Itll just make me wanna date someone which I cant until Easter.

We lost today. And Miss Lange is retarded. She is benching me for a game for missing practice yesterday...

But yeah Steph cheered me up today. I love her! idk why we ever got divorced lol.